posted on Sunday, June 12th, 2011
I’m ugly, I get it. Some people think I don’t get the message so they constantly remind me of how I look like a witch, teasing me saying they’re “just joking.” I constantly tell the teachers and the counselors…hell, I even told the vice principal. My school has a zero-tolerance policy. More like 10 strikes and you’re out.
It seems as if I’m alone, all because I’m ugly and no one likes me. I always look at myself in the mirror and I don’t understand why i was born this way. I cut myself from time to time, mostly because everyone gives up on me. My friends try to help but my self-confidence is too low to believe in myself, and after trying for an hour or so, they leave me. They say “I can’t help you, bye.” Just like that. I wish I met someone who would stick through me no matter how difficult I got… but so far it seems like no one cares.
I guess I’ll always be the ugly, frumpy, scrawny, short girl that no one likes.. that no one notices because no matter how loud I yell or how much I cry, no one seems to notice.
Maybe it would just be better if I disappear, no one would know.